Without you, I am nothing. You make me the person that I am.

I make plans and cancel plans because I feel like I’m better alone. I don’t have to rehearse what I have to say or feel because alone, I have total control over the situation. I even do this with family. I’m freaked out so easily. I even just got a phone again trying to be social but only my mother and fiance have my number because I just get so weird about people contacting me.